Its been a long time... I found u .. u have not known. But still I found u... I wish u r leading a bliss life now, will I meet u agn? Who knows. I really hope to meet u in NUS. Or something. To finish where i left off. if there is any stuff left...


on another matter, this is starting to get embarassing, do I even have the zi ge to go after any girl, i start to wonder. I wonder the part about insecurity and unstable was she refering about me. Am i really that unreliable? Or does she doubt me? I dont like to think, u know, especially about such matters, after the "sam" incident , i have had enough, to put my self through another emo roller coster ride, once bitten twice shy, maybe thats why i seem unsincere? I dont know lah. Why must everything be so complicated? It seems like e verything i work for is redundant.


If Mr Cupid is seeing this, please give me that special one. ya lar.