the end of the world

Oh god someone save me....
I dont know how I ended up like that, it was supposed to be a normal outing, and ended up with a gf.
Shit, I must say, it feels really nice to have someone cuddle up to u, hold your hand, kiss me, shower me with affection. But some how it doesnt feel rite. My heart just isnt there. I already have doubts about the relationship.

should I give it a chance to work. Technically, i was not lying when I say i got feelings for her. ya, i wanna screw your pussy is a feeling. But not the heart. my cok is tinking. So WTF.

I am fucking screwed, this is not wat I asked for , I want my old life back. My really old life. Of single, noob life. It is more peaceful........

Now she msges me alot of stuff, like "dar, dar" makes my skin crawl but, I am scared. its too fast. She just hold my hand suddenly. i have o time to react. shit lar. I am lost.







Sometimes I think I am too good for my own liking.