I just want to forget about this whole thing, i wish I never ask u out, I should have just let u go without taking your phone number. Then all this whole god damn thing will not have happen. i should not have hold your hand when your hand crept onto mine, I should have just brush it aside.

I am so tired. Tired. I have let down myself, my parents and my friends.
I am tired of pretending to be happy.
I am in numbness.

Should have just let car knocked me down.

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I wish all these never happen.
Painful memories, when she say I dun love u.
Worse than when u see me play mahjong game?
I dun tink so.