Another miserable day

Why do i even bother waking up? would't it be better if I keep on sleeping. And wake up to find all this is a bloody dream and I'm just on my 1st day of work at MJ.

Man, I'm too tired to think, brains not functioning well. the nxt best thing that takes over is my emo which did not totally help at all. So perhaps a brain transplant would help.

in another few minutes time I will need to head back to camp for some ORD talk. Which I seriously am thinking of NOT going, but I have already promised dinseh to do so. So ya.

So much for wallowing in self piety. I remember the last time I did that it nearly ended with me wallowing in a puddle of blood. MY blood to be exact. Nearly got bang down by a car.

Hopefully afternoon it will be sunny and i will go to the swimming pool to drown myself. (Just joking.) To cool myself ya know.




I hate my self for being so Emo.