i wish....

I wish I can light a smoke and throw it away easily.

I wish I can have amnesia and forget about it completely.

The burns still linger by the heat of the smoke.

The scars still red and raw, but it just wont heal.

Will time be a medication for this wound?

or it will just stick with me until I am doom.

Will she ever come back to me?

....................

I wish I never learn to love