I can't let go.............

I am being in a super emo mood since yesterday.
WTH..........

I kept thinking why i cannot let go.

1) I love you too much.
2) I cannot think of any bloody reason that I did wrong to deserve such a cruel ending.
3) As long as you are present in any part of my life, I CANNOT move on. Being whether sms, MSN or watever.
4) I am not so generous as to say, if you find happiness in others and i will let you go. MEANS YOU ARE NOT HAPPY WITH ME before!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Leading to point 2) That I did not do any dui bu qi you the thing. This list can drag on and on...........

I put myself in your shoes.

Wat reasons do you have for leaving me.

1) Gan Jue bu zai...... Is tat even consider a reason. Anything will fade with time. Gan jue is only temporarily. How do we maintain is another question. Obviously either I have not been doing my job or you dun love me at all in the 1st place.

YOU PLAYED ME LIKE A TOY. PLAY XIAN ALREADY THAN THROW AWAY.

2) Obviously, you dun love me at all. Judging from the way that another person can just EASILY charm you away with gan jue and you totally forget that you have a bf and you are suppose to be faithful to him....

3) Obviously you dun love me also by the way that you DONT feel SAD at all. YOU CAN JUST TREAT AS IF NOTHING HAPPEN, tat goes to show one thing, u dun love me at all.


CONCLUSION:
You dun love me at all in the 1st place. You never love me and never will.
I am just a piece of shit to you. Still best friend?










WHY AM I STILL DWELLING ON THIS, MOVE ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!