The Sweet....

This is the sweet that I did not eat since like 1 month ago. Cause I can't bear to eat. Its the truth. I don't know, I sould have thrown it long time ago. But there it is , still sitting in my bag. Its like begging me to throw it away. BUT I can't, so dont force me. Its the only thing I have which can remind me of somethings which I do not want to forget. So although it is causing alot of heartache. I can still bear with it. For the time being.

Me and Sean had a long talk on Friday night. We talk about my problems, you know how I was coping that sort of thing. Sean said that its OK, once you go to uni, u will see girls until you are sick of them. I hope this is the truth. Or else I will be having this heartache for quite a long time.

This is the time of awakening....