WEdding bells.....

Yesterday I attended my cousins wedding, she's 20! I mean OMG, I'm the same age as her. How do I even begin to explain that! Luckily I am not older than her, or else I would have to sit on the chair and receive tea from them. You know the tradditional chinese way of receiving blessings from your elders. Ya and at the end of the wedding dinner I went over and congrats them shaking their hand and everything. I suddenly find myself much mature that what I tot. Cause I dont usually talk to my cousins, Ya I know I am a Qi Bai lar...

Ya than today I was in a PMSing mood.... Dont know why... I just felt, lonely, which is the usual but the feeling came on especially strong today. Than went and treat Jul and Sharon seafood platter from Fish and Co. Ya so everything went on quite normally. I wanna buy the Chocolat phone! So Classy!

I'm suddenly so tired, really damn tired. You know the kind where you would sit in the bus, stare out of the window and wondering why am I not sitting in a car cruising with a chick? And why do couples seem so irritating when they nuzzle each other. Fuck. Than you look into the mirror and you think, who is this fucking guy who keep staring at me. And the problem is that there is a 100% chance it is you, you moron. Yes u , you idiot dont turn away. Solitude is nice but companionship is even better. yes I am not afraid to say I am lonely. Thats the way it is.

I/m starting to sound like a emo, gay shit. I have alot of issues to iron out myself, literally. I just wanna listen to music all day long, they keep me alive. I feel like I am stepping into the world of the singer. Its like a singer who paints a portrait with their singing and I step into the painting. I feel a whole new world just waiting for about 4 mins. than change, another singer another portrait. Yes, thats what I feel everytime I listen to music. It doesnt matter whether the music is sucky or what, as long as I can step into the portrait, its good music.







You dont know when is the next time you will fall in love,
So for the mean time just make love to your computer....