Fcuked.....

Sometimes, its just so hard to get a new life. A completely new life will be a complete change of identity, a memory wipe plus a gorgeous girl by your side. This would do the trick!
How does changing your hair color ( i changed mine ash brown) helps? cause underneath all that hair and thick skull, you are still the same. U will feel the same, u talk the same, u act the same.

Seriously, i would like to look like Keanu Reeves, if thats too much Edison Chen or lee Hom would look quite good too! Haha! Hmm... maybe my new identity would be a popstar! Or a 25 year old billionaire, or just your average working guy at the office! yawnz!

There are so many things to be, but only 1 life. And I allow 1 person to fuck around with it. Man, I must be a loser. Maybe its just me you know. Some people are emotionally challenged, but me, I'm charged like a duracell rabbit. I want to give it away. Till I become a ice cold blooded guy. On 2nd thoughts.... I will give 1/2 of my emo away. At least I would suffer 50% less pain in any event of relationship crisis. Thats speaking on mathetimatical terms.... you know whats the conclusion.... " who are you kidding?" with a snigger. As much as i wanted you out of my life, you know its impossible. cause if either way u are still hating me.. means I mean something or you are still hoping for some miracle to happen. But I am dead sure that I will not be cast aside in your memories. U wanna know why? Cause I know, its written in the stars. ( Cheesy! :) )