1st day of work...

2day was ok.. Not really good, but not really bad either. Its just boring. Maybe I need to do retail to keep myself afresh. I am i a rebellious period cause I disagree everything what my father thinks. His is on the defensive side, while mine is on the offensive side and rather aggresive cause I think you must be live for the moment than you will get a better return. So I think I must be a bachelor for the next 10 years.

Prior to what I said about letting go. I guess I was cheating myself. I really dont know.....


I wish I can, but i really can't.....