Still....

It was tiring being a supervisor, and sucks more if you have people who know nuts about music and not that I blame them. Maybe its jus not in their culture. At least Zhiwei and Jiewen are willing to learn. so the whole thing does't really sound so bad anyway. Talk with angie 2 days back, than I know she just broke up with her Bf, cause of another girl. Why do things have to end this way? why cant everybody be happy. :(

I have been listening to this song by frankie J "Still", I mean it is a very beautiful and sad song. It describes this guy who receives a phone call from his Ex 2 years later, and she confesses to him that she still loves and miss him and can't let him go. The guy also confesses that he still loves and want her. But he also remembers that he has a girlfriend who was pregnant and he has to let her go, no matter how unwilling and painful it was.

One of the lyrics went like that : "....this conversation cant go on no more, I got to let you go, cuz if I dont, I feel that I might love you , now I'm just doing fine with my girl....." , I could practically feel tha the guy was torn inside out.

I feel that the most painful was for the guy. All along he still love the girl, but sometimes God is just jealous (no offence, dude). They should not have ended this way. It's already so hard to find a person whom you want to spend your life with and its even harder to know that shes the one there, and you cant speak, touch her. This sucks.

I like to intepret songs, though some people say songs are just songs.

sometimes I whether I am doing the right thing. By just remaining silent, not doing anything. I see you online, I have your phone number, I have the longing but when I think what you have said to me, I just said forget it. I should move on. Moving on needs courage and I dont have the balls to do so and I also dont even have the balls to call you. I am just a coward. Weelee, just admit it. Ya so I am a coward. So what. I Love torturing myself. So what can you do to me.




Who will lend me courage to move on......., will you?