Spe-show!

Show luo just realeased his much awaited album. His hit song " Jing Wu men" is a typical Show luo styled song which infuses hip hop and pop that will get everyone grooving to their feet. Next is his 1st attempt at English! "Twinkle" Feat Kumi Koda, impressive for someone who doesnt understand wtf he is saying....

On another matter, today me , sharon and lilly went for dinner. WTF, lilly is 19 years old! 1 year younger than me! I tot she was like a few years older than me! I am really old! Fuck man! Ya but than again, honestly I look quite young. Babyface shall be my nick name! She's quite cute, ya lor. She thinks I am cute too! haha! I have a date with her this wednesday, nothing much. ( yes weelee, its just a meal ONLY, it means nothing!) Juz to remind myself! :) Oh and she's a Malaysian. I seem to have as the chinese said " peach flower luck" since I came out of NS. Must keep it up! haha!

I decided that I shall keep my hair like Show luo/s one, his is so COOL! Classy! Yesh! Thats my aim. Tommorow I have a date with Sany, we are going Vivo city! Dont know whats there! So go see see. Cant wait to see sany. Haha! I think we can be considered best friends or else very good friends! He's a funny fellow!

I cant stop discussing this.Now back to my emo side. I am scared of liking anybody now, because I scared of being hurt. Maybe I'm too emo, tats why I hurt more than anyone else. Sam was a bad experience sometimes I wonder what was going on in that moment. I was so sure she was the one! Whether was she being too nice, I do not know, but I know that I like her very much and its not because she likes me or something because I like her for who she is. So ultimately, I paid the price for my dumbness. What have I learnt from this experience? Just let nature take its course. Being overly agrresive might spoil the whole thing and you would have to pay the price. Some girls like it fast, some like it slow. (Not what you are thinking you perv! ). But i still cant figure out whether did she like me or not. Not that it matters right now....


Who says you cant love,
when you are already in one.
Why push it away, when it comes near,
only to regret when it dissapears.
I am only human, to err is the norm,
so what if I let you down,
dont I deserve a 2nd chance.

dont come calling to me,
when my hearts down,
I will always rem the way,
that you treated me like that.
Though my hearts open to you.
My mind finds it hard.
So pray that this day will never come.
Cause my heart will be stone.



:)